Unseen Love Poem by Monique Kardashian

I hate that I love you. We keep talking, and talking, and talking to each other about our love. Everytime we do I am happy, I feel wonderful. But our love is like a treadmill, we keep running in the same spot, we aren’t getting no where. You never change. But you know what, this is the part I do not understand, I keep coming back to you. Even though I know that I’m so certain it will not work out. Everyday I find myself relying on these beautiful temporary momments that I make just to get through the day. It is tearing me apart! At night I dream about our future and all the special momments we can have together. I need to stop telling myself that maybe just one day it will all just blow away and I’ll get over you, because if it keeps going this way there is no way I’ll ever get over you. Nothing is going to change! You don’t know the real me, you’ll never know the real me because the real me is nothing like the way I compose myself to be, The real me is too much for you to handle, I will never let you find out who the real me is. I just want to stop loving you. I need to stop loving you, but everytime I try to stop, I keep reminding myself on how lonely my life would be without you. My heart is tearing slowly each time I think that someday it will all be over. My biggest fear is seeing that you have moved on. But I need to face this fear. Now it all comes down to this, The three words that were once impossible to me. We are over.