Urge Poem by marivic rosario

Countless bare days had passed
That graceless night was long over
But a vivid recall hideously lasts
And the abashment did not get lesser

Consented by a vicious, lustful aim
Dominance conquered my body's wilt
Desire and caprice turned into shame
Outrage and anxiety I could not beat

Unretractable was what all been done
I thought the least, I regret the most
Reminiscence should have long been gone
Haunting that troubles still can't be lost

Repulsive vision I harshly evade
Relentless scene plays to my wit
Hoping the perversion to fade
Torment and despair would quit.