Vacuum.... Poem by hazem al jaber

again return to my vacuum...
again to my lonely time....
in my room which, all i have...
again to my delirium, ...
which i forgot from a time...
and return back to my badly thoughts...

disarranged all things, ..
even my papers, ...
return back to my old book...
which it was my best friend, ...

remembered you, and then return to my pen again, ,
and remembered my writings, ..
remembered my papers which talked about my pains, ...
remembered my papers, which drunk my tears, ...
and remembered my past life, ...

missed you, , ,
missed you my lonely life, ..
but don`t want to live with you again, , ,
and don`t want you to be my remaining life...

but, ...
i want you just for a few days, ..
want to enjoy with you my memories..

oh, ,
my life is changed, , ,
my life was so beauty life before i knew you, , ,
so beauty, .. and beauty more...
but, you came to visit me, or to visit you, , , ? ? ? ! !
came to me my sad times..
why you came? ? ? ! ! !

i liked my life before you, ..
do you know, why? /?
because i was with, whom i loved, ..
with whom i dreamed about a beauty life...
beauty life with her, ,
not with you, ...
i talked to her about you...
i told her, that i never loved you, ...
o..my space...
o.. my vacuum...

but now...
again missed you, and you too..
but, don`t be happy more..
cause my life after you is more great than you, , ,
although i can`t meet her yet, ,
but sure i will do..
i will meet her soon...

do you know why, hey you my lonely? ? ? ! !
because she is better than you, ,
she is more and beauty than you, , ,
and i will love her forever, ,
and i will not miss you again...
you my lonely time...

by: hazem02@yahoo.com