Very Sad Excuse For A Short Story/Poem? ? Ehh Poem by Jenna Marie

This one is for Bre i love you and wish you luck on Maddilines 1st birthday! ! I wish i could be there for you too but alas you live in friggin washington! ! what were you thinking moving and leaving me to die in the heat oh phoenix!

As i walk into the clinic i count the minutes
the seconds
I wait and finally my name is called
But something inside me clicks
I am not only changing my life
I am killing the little one inside me
I stand up and i leave the clinic without looking back
My parents are waiting i waalk in and my daad asks
Did you get rid of it..
No and my child is not an it.

Maddiline is her name she is the most beautiful girl in the world
she can light the sky with her smile if she wanted too
I love her and well i cannot think of what my life what have been like if i had stayed at that clinic..if i had murdered my own child...
I believe that if there is a god that she is my angel...
My savior from the dark world that i was surrounded by...

Heh ^_^ well it was more of a sghort story and that was not the full one boy oh boy if i written the whole thing im afraid that it would have at least tooken and hour or two to read..
But yes little Maddiline came into this world on November 20 2008 at 9: 28 pm! ! yeesh what a night owl heehee: P i love my God daughter! ! ! and her Mommy dearest...
Best wishes my loves because soon next year dear little Maddi will be going into her second year of life... :) and hopefully i will be there to push her face in the cake (yes Breanna i still remeber my fifth birthday danggit! !) but im kidding i would never do that to the little demon...errrhmmm i mean angel...-. well i babbled again heh i am going to have to work on that..well hopefully Bre did not read this because i doubt she would approve me writing a short story about her and her angel but who cares right? ? again with the babbling arggghhh well im going to stop typing now so hopefully you enjoyed a little piece of my happiness...not much to go around now adays but oh hell why not just share it(im getting better i can finally feel some sort of emotion) heh well i babbled wayy too much soo yeah...hopefully i will curb all of my glitchs by this time next year hahaaa dannggit this is not a friggin blog! ! !