Walk Out Of My World Poem by Shilesha Johnson

you may not love me like u did
you may not ever want another kiss
i may not any longer be the one you want to still build a life with
but let me tell you this...
i never intended to hurt you
i never wanted to loose you
i never said 'hey' i want to hurt him
that's not the way it is
thats not what happened
i don't know what did
and now im stuck trynna patch up this broken relationship
yes we had our problems and i thought we could always fix them
and i hope we still can
but your hurting me too
and i know that i hurt you
so i deserve it
but even wit you hurting me now
i wouldn't try to hurt you back
you told my business
but yours will always be kept
and i just have to except
that even after a while
things will not be okay
and one day
you'll wake up and say
it's over
THEN MY world will be over
so i hang in there even though i know that day will come
casue im not lettin you go wit out a fight
to me your still number one
to me you still are that one
that i want to spend my life with
even though i am the one you regret
i love you
and i hope you know that it never changed
and although your friends think differently abnout me
im still going to stay
because ive been through worst
and if i lost you
that would be the biggest hurt
but its what I did
no one had a gun pointed
and said 'you better'
and i have to live with what ive done forever
i know things won't go back to the same as before
although its all i have hoped for
and prayed for
and will continue to be what i get on my knees to pray for
cause i just can't take seeing you walk out of my world