Whales And Top Hats Poem by Jordan Jinx

go find yourself another future
another one to tear in half
i've spent so much time on a broken doll
screaming, 'fix me! fix me! '
i can't fix you,
i can't fix anyone

your heart is dying, you say
well, i've had nights of never falling asleep
days of fighting to keep
a pretty smile
to satisfy you, and everyone else
they all want something from me
just some eyes, to see
just some legs, to move
just some soul, to feel

i'm through with your
please and wait
and your bucket full of lies and letters
steal someone else's mind
then throw them away
but not me, never me
i'm not your trash,
not your treasure