What Happened Poem by kathleen hintz

how can u have something so great
then all of a sudden have this ever burning lasting pain
that is always with u where ever u go
people forget who i really am
and think im what they want me to be
i dont want to be something im not
everytime i take the shot
ur a disgrace
im always told to my face
this isnt the life i want 2 live
the world i once so to be amazed by
turned on me
cant anyone see what im going through
i see the skys i once flew
to the ground i feel on so bruttle
whating for that one second chance
yet it seems like its never coming
the one place i never would imagine i would be
now i walk from defeat

(i wrote this awhile ago and just thought i would post it)