What Have I Become? Poem by Ben mcelfresh

It's been almost 5 months now
I'm not who i used to be
I've changed to someone new
I don't like it
What have i become?

I never thought i'd be this way
I never thought it'd be wrong
But looking back on it now
I know it's not who i want to be
What have i become?

I feel distant to everyone
I feel not like who i know
I know who i used to be
Who am i know?
What have i become?

I know who she feel in love with
I'm not 'him' anymore
I want 'him' back
I don't like what i've become
What have i become?

I know what i've become
I've become cold hearted
Become aggressive
I've become what i never wanted to be
What have i become?

I'm taking a stand now
I'm deciding for myself now
I'm going back to who she feel in love with
I refuse to even chance losing her over changes
Now i know what i've become.