What Is It About Him? Poem by Hailey Agnew

What is it about him?
Why can't i just let him go?
Why can't i just keep my mouth shut,
and not let my feelings show?
Of all the times i've gone guy-to-guy,
of all the sh*t and all the lies,
why am i so surprised?
Maybe it's because he's not like that,
maybe it's because he's honest.
Maybe it's because i had him,
and because i just can't get him back.
I need reality to give me a smack.
D*mn i miss him,
i miss him so much.
I miss his kiss, i miss his touch.
I barely got a taste, and i haven't had enough.
What is it about this guy?
Is it his un-readable blue eyes?
Is it the way i always see them when i look up at the sky?
Is it his humor or his...
everything. It's everything about him.
It's the thoughts in his eyes and the warmth of his skin.
It's the very essence of him,
i just can't get him out of my system.
It's like my veins are pulsing with poison.
It's just so strange and this is different,
i wish i had him again even just for a minute.
i wish i could have a second chance,
i just wanna be with him,
feeling his touch and looking into his eyes as we dance.
I wish this would last.
I miss him so much,
I'd give anything just to have him back,
but it'll never happen so i guess i'll have to work on that.