What's The Reason For My Tears? Poem by Shalia Robinson

The reason for my tears is because of how I feel.
For what I feel is so real.
That it is so hard to deal.
This is why I cry.
Even on the inside I cry then it is manifested to my eyes.
I'm not even going to try and deny.
It hurts......
I don't even want to eat to fill me and tell me your life is full of worth.
Help me I want to sleep away all my pain.
That is causing me to change and not be the same.
I miss...
I miss......
I miss.........
Until I am finally dismissed.
Next I am getting pissed.
Why do I feel like life is so hard to bear?
And I can't see the things in front of me that are so rare.
I needed help because I didnt want to be here.
Wasn't getting no kind of rest.
Rest in my heart, mind, and soul
That substances that would help me be whole.
The missing par inside of me I indeed hold.
I cry cause I see.
See all that was really messing with me.
Everything that is within thee
YES INDEED! !
The real me wanted to come out.
And just shout.
You are now completely all you.
You have opened your eyes to what it was to view.
So...now what are you going to do?
Get up from being blue!
And tell people about why you cry.
It's not because you wanna die.
It's been because you wanna be at rest
And strong for that test.
Soon you'll be at peace.
And come into the realization what you were looking for you've seeked.