What World Do I Seek? Poem by Ashley Fortin

</></>Where is my mind?
I keep on drifting through my thoughts
you say I love you but I dont really know
and when I finally give you my faith
you deliver the final blow.

Where is my mind?
I keep on drifting through my fears
I cannot hold back my once forgotten tears
all I think of is you...
And the way I thought you loved me too.

Where is my head?
I'm floating above water and I cannot breath
because I feel like a fish
I've adapted to your world...
One unlike my own.

Where is my head?
I'm floating above the clouds
watching the future I had never dreamt of
until now...
and I feel the pain of this love.

Where is my mind?
All I see is you now
I see your eyes in a strangers,
I see your shadow in the sunlight,
I feel you with a distant hand's touch,
I can no longer think of you...
I can no longer think of you...

Where is my mind?
My love...
You have destroyed me
and I feel I must leave you too...