What You Are Missing? Poem by Umasree Raghunath

When away and afar you felt you missed them
When come near and to the real world
There seems to be nothing left for you to cherish
Expect the solid expectations that don't have a meaning
To everyone, you are just a travellor to say hello and hai
As they divert you from their mainstream routines
You are nothing but a disturbance the way life had been
And they don't want this interferences to be frequent too
For whom are you running this battle called life
When you dearones feel you alien at times
For what purpose are you travelling to other shores
In search of better life back home for all of them
Does it matter to anyone how much pain endured
Unless and until your vision they are able to envisage
I am not sure what am I upto making the sacrificies
That finally turn nothing but meaningless and hostile
Its not the money that they may want nor the pleasures
May be what you are not giving back is your time and love
Somewhere in this gamble called life, I seem to have lost
The very essence of a happy life…searching prolongs true…