Whatever You Want 2.0 Poem by A Waltz For Zizi

I make love
to your shadow
behind your back,
I write your name
on the back
of my notebooks
and other words
that make me feel
I could be a poet
that could write
for centuries
and not finish
a single poem
without being
kissed, touched
or even noticed.

I live most days
alone.
Sometimes
I wish I could be
one that cheats
and hits women,
so at least
it would be fair for me
to be alone,
but I'd have more fun,
I wouldn't write allegories
about my life
I wouldn't make up excuses,
I wouldn't blame the gods
that much

then, you might even
turn around
and see me
holding hands
with your shadow
and making love.