Where Are You? Poem by Sonu Anand

It's been long
It's been a lifetime
The last time
I was with you
I can't remember
I can't feel your touch
My eyes can't distinguish you from others
My nose can't smell you…
Oh! How much I long
Long. For that simple touch
Oh! How much I long, for your sight, your smell, for you..
I waited long patiently,
But the clocks ticking…
Where are you?
I have not gone looking for you.
Only for the fear of taking someone else as you…
What this life is all about I fail to understand…
I am skeptical of losing you before finding
The fear is increasing
As I have already
Meet few of our disguises…
But I found out at the right moment and better sense prevailed in me…
I am thankful for that
Thankful to the bodies that organize life…
For giving me the hint timely.
Sometimes I wonder
What if; I never find you
Or I find you after I have someone else's company
What would I do?
It would be tough and bad I know…
That's why I am waiting…
Your company is necessary for me to gain more points in this human life! ! !
And if I am lucky to have your side as always…
The time is not far when we will not have to appear in this test of life again and again..
And we will be one forever.
But for that
I require your assistance and you require mine…
So,
Where are you
Now?