Who Am I

Hurting inside, confussed, uncertain future
I don't know who I am, am I human?
Wanting to be someone to be loved.
I want to be happy, I don't want to hurt others,
especially the ones I love.

Nightmares continue to haunt my sleep.
I need help, not know who to ask.
Have no memory before nine of age.
I want to know who I am. My mind is like
an aquarium full of fish, going every direction

Feel like I'm not of this world, I feel less
then human. I'm a flaw of Mother Nature, I
tip the scale of the world.
I'm a burden to the one I share my life with.

Were will I go when I know longer exist?