Who Am I? Poem by Josh Austin

I lay here at night and wonder who I really am
I lay awake and pray that I find out who I am
I lat awake thinking about my future and how different
it'd be if I knew who I am
I have many sleepless nights trying to find the real
me
I lay awake at night and ask myself why don't I know
who I am anymore
I lay awake once again asking that same question
I wanna know if Im the Josh the jock, Josh the sweet
heart nice guy that everybody loves, Josh the jerk that
most of my family calls me
I lay awake night apon night wondering what will
become of my life if I can't find out who I truly am
I lay here and wish better days where I know who I am
I lay here and wish apon a shooting star to help me
figure out who I am