Who Knows? Poem by Carla Nestoros

Why are my hands still shaking?
Why is my mascara down my face?
Why am i so broken?
Why don't i recognise this place?

What am i doing in my life?
What will i tell my kids i achieved?
What am i looking for in you?
What lies have i already believed?

Where will i be when i'm 40?
Where will i end up next year?
Where did i put my last tissue?
Where did i dropp my last tear?

Who will i look back and remember?
Who will give me my last kiss?
Who knows the purpose of me here?
Who will i blame for all this?

When will my questions be answered?
When will i grow up and realise?
When will it all make sense?
When can i shake those goodbyes? x