Why Can’t You See? Poem by Hallie Angel

Full of sorrow and full of doubt
I have to figure some way out.
No one gets it, no one understands
He is falling apart like little strands
Good to bad Happy to sad
Incapable of this transition Why am I stuck in this position
I have to help He wont let me I’m begging him on my knees
Tears stream from the eyes that once showed my cheer
Now they are only filled with fear
I’m begging you please Talk to me I’m here.
I crave just to be near.
I fear for you. I care for you. I respect you.
I’m the one that will always love you Is that so hard to see?
I can’t take this pain any longer
Please God make me stronger The words repeat in my head
“I hate my life, ” he once said What about me, your daughter
This just made things so much harder
Have I not showed you all my love?
All you do is push and shove
Thoughts of no longer living weren’t enough?
Haven’t we suffered more then enough?
I can’t handle hearing “I’ll talk to you later” anymore
You are the father I adore
I love you till the end of time
I couldn’t be happier I can call you mine
You are amazing why can’t you see
If you weren’t how could you have raised someone like me
So much to live for More than you can see
Everything will fall into place
Just win your battle face to face