Why? What Has Happend To Me? Poem by Stacy Bea

One day like us all, i was carefree.
all i feel is pain anger and hated... now
i still care... If someone near to me is hurt...
i feel the pain.
i write now almost crying...
pain...
why do i feel so much pain.
My cat scares me... yet it is nothing compared
to the knife in my heart...
tell me why.
why i feel like this
aged 16 and i feel worse than death.
i talk to you through this poem now and no one esle.
pain what is pain
i feel pain... thats what i call it
the sharp stinging in the ribs...
the headache that has came
the emptyness within filled with what i call pain
i try to have fun
i try to enjoy playing games
but it all ends with a tear in the darkest room
in the darkest nights
in the darkest days
all to me is dark
i write now crying.
i cannot share my feelings talking face to face
please remove the tear dropp of pain from my face
the pool of pain within me
please give me hope once more


please leave a comment on your veiw of this and how you defeat this pain