Stacy Bea

My feelings make me alone
alone forever

My friends dont know my feelings
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alone we stand, together we fight
a word alone can mean almost nothing
but a sentance
can mean so much more
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People change
I change

2 days or 2 weeks
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today i asked a friend if i was a good poet.
then i remembered the reson why i write
i write to free the pain within me
as each word flows though my mind
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what is fear?
how can you tell if you're afraid...

till the other night i thought that i feard nothing
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In the day i put on a smile
at night i fear for my life

Though my smile covers my fear it does not hide it from the sun
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Feelings left behind,
memories a pain
the future left blind,
hopes fade behind the stains.
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The pain not to fail drives us
round. Down in the dumps
got a F in GCSEs, the pressure
pushes us to the edge.
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The hope of a bright day.
The pain of a bad day.
The hope of love, dreams.
Hope of a new friend.
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When the sun sets
darkness sets in
a new world opens
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Locked in a dark room
for this is where i linger in a ocean of pain.
i hit the walls in anger, wanting to escape,
no windows no doors
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new faces
new sights
new hopes
new dreams.
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please tell me
where am i
i can not see
i feel scared
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Pain
Pain, parents not careing
Pain, the lost of hope
within this pain i was alone
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the war within myself

i fight daily
i fight my thoughts
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why?
each day i walk towards a goal.
each minute i think about the future.
each second is a waste.
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unable to write,
unable to think
just relax it will come to you they say
losing the ability to write
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Pain, hope, anger.
Tired, fear, lost.

the pain within is only our own to bare
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