Winters End Poem by Javier Zamorano

i am in this moment
afraid yet with courage to say
i am ready to speak with words
they will take away
a great fear.......... it has
a new home and
i cannot stay for one lost minute
i have been seduced,
more than once frost bitten
a share of dream that
is meant to have us both in it.

it has been many winters
few summers
and whose voice owns the illusion
i practiced so many years
do we practice these dry tears

only we i understand
do we choose to be alone
and if it is the painful that die
i am afraid for you
and for myself i am afraid also
but willing like i have never
been willing to before
let go and let god or,
..... let myself.....
give up control
because control has always been the greatest
illusion of all.