Without Even A Good Bye Poem by Melissia Ann Senter

Within the broken walls of my heart I cry many tears
You took my love for granted and now all my fears
Have come true because you were my one and only love
For many years but now you are only my push

When everything comes down to a shove
My world has been shattered my wings are broken
From all the heart break of the anger and pain
I feel was never enough to really satisfy you

My mind feels like I am going insane
Still I keep going as life gets turned upside down
But one of these days I will no longer be your clown
For I will wake to a new day with broken wings I will Fly
Once again making my life better without even good Bye

You were my life for twenty one years but now
The last three have become a darkened nightmare
You chose another woman to share our loves bed
Now I am left here with nothing but a blank stare ahead

Why? Is all I can say did you want to hurt me so bad
Was it just a mind game to see if you could make me sad
For you and her thought you could see no shame
But some day you and her will have nothing to gain

Then will you have a new day of reckoning and feel all the pain
I will not be your favorite toy with a painted on clown smile
Because you will never keep me all broken hearted and down
For I will awaken to A new day when with Broken wings I will fly
Once more and make my life better without even a good bye

By MELISSIA ANN SENTER