Without You.. Poem by kulit ...

why am i hurting like this? ?
do i deserve this? ?
or am the one to be blame? ?
how can i let someone do this to me? ?

I just want to stop this craziness..
but then again i found myself going back to him..
letting him to hurt me again..

they say i must follow my heart which i just did..
but why am i feeling this way? ?
i feel that i am trap by my own cage..

i felt that following my heart is the wrong choice..
it feels that the heart sometimes takes you to a place that can never lead to happy endings..
and i believe if this may not lead to a happy ending i must end it soon or maybe right now..

by doing so i have to faced the pain of living without him..
i have to face the new world which i will create far from him..
and wait for that someone to share my happy ever after..