Without You... Poem by Shaa Shaa

It hasn't even been days since we made this pact,
An awful concurrence to keep me away from you,
A stick in the heart that has incinerated me into nothing.
this pact sickens me, distasteful in its entirety.
I loathe you for enforcing such on us,
and yet, and yet I'm haunted by memories of you. tormented by your smile and laughter. condemned by your eyes and gait.
I'm more crazy without you as I am with you.
I cannot function on my own.
without you, I'm thrusted to the darkest of pits and to the loneliest of holes.
without you I'm without myself.