Wondering Poem by jasmine boston

i sit outside the stars my only friends and
i wonder what life would be like if i walked through
it happy and not sad all the time and not scared
of what lies ahead of me and i wonder what
people would do if they seen the real me
and not this girl a pretend to be
would they look down on me like i do or
would they push me aside and go on with there day like
everything is ok but i guess i well never know
i well just keep wondering