Sometimes I think that,
I was just a game.
I wonder if it would have been different,
If I would have never came.
So many promises,
Words of emptiness.
Feelings that I thought were true,
And now are meaningless.
Theres a shadow in my mind,
Eating deep within my heart.
Feelings of insecurities,
That I always had from the start.
Will God ever forgive me?
Will my soul ever see?
Maybe then people will realize,
How much you really mean to me.
Will I ever be worthy?
Will my heart ever heal?
I know that I am never enough,
I guess you don't care how I feel.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Thank you, it was a very hard time for me. But writing helps me cope.