You Know I Would Poem by Anonymus Girl

I want to forget this world
Just dropp off its face for good
And believe me if it were possible
I absolutely would

Sometimes I find myself thinking
About how we used to be
Then I hate myself for thinking at all
Because I’m the reason you hate me

People try to understand
What’s really in my head
But they never will
Because I just want to be dead

My eyes aren’t working anymore
Tears always make them sting
I can’t make myself end my own life
But how much more pain will I bring?

Is it normal for my throat to ache
From nothing more than breathing
For my chest to feel like it’s going to burst
Because my heart just keeps on beating

Try being normal when you want to scream
Because the pain is just too much
When closing your eyes makes it worse
Because that’s when I remember your touch

I wish I could dropp off the face of earth
Because the silence would be good
And believe me if it were possible
You know I definitely would