You Know Me...Lord Poem by Natalie Nicole Story

Dream it
dream it
feel it
need it
when does it happen
materialize
shimmer into existence
right here!
RIGHT NOW!
Gimmee
I want it now dammit
Why must I wait…
how long
for ever?
Indefinite…it seems
I don't want a tragic love story plot line
I want to be me
just me
be…
see
simple
kindness
love
no complications
yes i know…
that's only supposed
to be
God-ly
but I disagree
I want it real
want it while I heal
the wounds it will seal
I don't care if no one else knows
I don't care if no one else shows
I don't care if no one else has it
I want it
Grab it!
Get it!
Why this gulf
transfixed between us
so close and yet so far
like in paradise
the flames tickle one
the other yearns to put them out
but you are not allowed to go
why did I choose this path
why did I choose to sew
when will I reap
did I sew it right?
ahhhhhhh
afraid I planted the wrong seeds
when will I know
if it will be friend
or foe
sometimes you don't want to wait
just to know
long suffering is a b**ch Lord
why
can't I just…

you know me…Lord…