You Left To The Unknown.. Poem by Miral El Nahry

You gave it all up
When I never expected so much
But Dont you remember our hands first touch?
Im Still getting butterflies
Which leads me to the desperate cries..
Those are the tears..
The tears that never dry..
Remember that you never even told me why..

My Heart's bleeding
Every feeling..
There's Complication
Of desperation
And I watch you alone..
You're leaving to the unknown
So Darkness is what I've been shown..

Im Wanting to sleep..
Just to forget..
The scar is hidden so deep..
I've learnt to regret..
But everything is still up my head..

Im trying to let go of you..
Im thinking why did it feel so true..
The truth, is what i want to see..
Even if..it wasnt meant to be..

Having you gone..
Is what I never saw coming
Inside a Black hole drawn..
That's where I'm falling..
Memories haunt me
That's not how i wanted it to be
You're Heading to where..?
That's what I dont know..
Realize You dont make it seem fair..
I know it's been long ago..
But My heart simply lost it's glow..
& Thoughts still, in my head, flow..
You didnt even tell me why did you go..
You Left me with anger..
That Anger I swallow..
I Need to rest my head..
I Cant stand this torture..
And all the things you said..
But Finally..
Eye sight goes blur..
Heart beats go slow..
Dagger cuts me deeper..
Bleeding out my pain..