You Won'T Know Me Anymore Poem by Maya Hershey

Today I found myself asking.. Why you did this? .
After a long time wondering.. About all the things you missed..
Who ever expected? .. You and I collapse like a broken kiss..
Didn't You feel something deep... something painfull?
Something sick enough to make you be regretfull?
You made our love seem to last forever,
As if nothing can ever take us away from each other,
Can I say.. That you are a lie?
Oh please tell me that I'm so wrong..
Will you come.. And maybe just sigh?
And perhaps say sorry and write me a song..
My sweet disappointment is how i see you today..
To surprise me every time I see us this way..
Two lost souls drowning in an ocean flow of emotions and things,
Yet another memory passing me by like the pendulum swings.
This maybe one of my long lasting poems of despair,
Perhaps one day you'll read them all and realize you weren't fair..
Remember when we were together?
Remember when you told me however,
You were scared I won't wait for you and I'll fadeaway..
But I guess there's nothing more for me to wait for except a day,
The day where fate brings us together.. suddenly like in a coincidence..
Remember that we were just a coincidence? ... Oh what an incidence..
You were my Sweet Coincidence.. You used to make me feel me..
Now I don't feel anything anymore.. Nothing but what we should be..
A question I ask myself which is a must..
Was it so hard for you to have kept my trust?
Have you no heart to lie? ...
And leave me alone with a sigh? ..
I gave you one last chance to keep me all for you..
But instead.. Blew it all away instead of saying im sorry to..
Too bad.. Now I say..
Is there a secret to make you stay?
But no.. I did you no wrong.. You were just not caress..
Thinking it over, all you wanted is me being jealous..
but kissing a girl does me no harm,
Neither how you brag about your charm,
If you really loved me you should've cared,
about how I might feel when seeing you with her..
But you just didnt.. Now I feel so low..
I know there must have been a chance for you though..
It's strange.. All we thought we would be.. Just fell apart..
Every word you said.. was; 'I won't forget you when we part',
'Make sure I'm not going to be the one who leaves..'
But here you are.. You left.. And I feel you forgot me..
Funny... But I must thank you now however..
for showing me a side of you which will leave a scar inside forever..
But remember when we used to talk for hours and hours? ..
I didnt feel bored.. yet sleepy! but beside you I could drowse..
Dreaming of you.. of where we would be when the future comes..
And how I would paint while you wrote those songs..
Time flies.. It has went away..
And we just weren't the same..
I used to know you so very much..
I used to feel yearn for your touch..
Do you remember what we used to have?
As if all our dreams were possible
All that existed was you and I
But ego has torn us apart..
Nothing can change what you've done
Nothing can change the way I feel..
But You..
You You You and only You..
How difficult for me to remember what happened..
Just like seconds.. Time flies.. So fast..
I'm sorry to say this.. But forget our songs
And all the poems I wrote,
They all seem worthless to me now,
If only u could regain my trust.. but HOW! ?
And now you remind me of it again today..
I forgot you sweety.. forgot a lover that faded away..
There is truly no place for regrets..
But take it as a sign... I want you to forget..
Now all that's left is a memory..
A memory of you before you left was sore..
And your last words were simply..
You won't know me anymore..
The truth is... I Won't.

(Dedicated to someone.. He may not get the chance to read it.. but I hope he does.. And I hope he will understand How I Feel and that... He Means Nothing to Me Anymore.. Just A Faded Memory)