Maya Hershey

How could I have missed it all,
You left and burned away my soul,
now all that's left are pieces of my heart...
There's no more reasons to be here,
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If it makes you feel better,
I wrote you this song..
I know It's gunna take forever,
to apologize, I'm wrong..
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Oh Mother, lay your hand on me one last time,
For you are my pain, my happiness, and my rhyme,
You are a part of me, and I'm a part of you,
Your smile is my gift and you tear is mine,
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Oh how salty my tears are,
when they travel so very far,
when taking this pace from eye to cheek,
I hope they fall everytime I speak.
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My life is nothing without you..
A simple mistake changed everything..
Yes I did love you... but you didn't..
A bad ending for a sweet love story...
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Oh love, you are just not aware,
of what this leads to or to where,
I tried my best to be true and fair,
but it seems that love is a game of truth or dare,
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There's Nothing to Grieve about
for this haze, you can't see.
Look at me and tell me
what is it we come to seek.
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I only had one friend,
he trusted me till the end,
never cheated, never betrayed,
he engulfed my heart and there he stayed.
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You burnt me, a wound of incomplete,
you remind me, a memory of indiscreet.
Deeply cut, all the way through my heart,
cold-blooded hands tearing me apart.
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I hear the envies of sons of mothers,
But.... They're collapsed and no longer heard..
I see the tears in the eyes of brothers,
But.... They're collapsed and no longer awared...
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I look at the broken window.. A pale light is reflected.
Just like sweet sudden rays... Can never be neglected.
Today.. I found a key.. to open this gate,
to see the blind sky fade dimly and reach shade.
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Would it hurt you deeply if you knew,
that I doubted in every moment I spent with you,
that I faked a smile to make you feel better too,
that it's me that was meant to slew,
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You are not him... he is not you...
I don't wanna be your conflict too...
The only conflict you deny is me..
Iam your conflict.. I dont wanna be...
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Today I found myself asking.. Why you did this? .
After a long time wondering.. About all the things you missed..
Who ever expected? .. You and I collapse like a broken kiss..
Didn't You feel something deep... something painfull?
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If I had to describe his temptation,
words alone would withdraw to this creation.
I've never seen his eyes before
and still, a coincidence.
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Don't weep, and never do cry,
don't grieve, and never do try,
but do beheld darling the logic of love..
Yet, I weep... I cry down my tears,
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The flow of blood is bumming like a font of wound beneath,
taking my pain away untill there's no more grief to keep,
I'm drowning in this bottomless sea of feelings collapsed into parts,
I'm sinking in a shade of blotched red but yet covers my head into dark,
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When you left, I cried out but my soul didnt hear.
Insanity and consciousness fell in war and fear.
A struggle to forgive you and forget,
or never to look back and regret.
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It isn't strange.. for life is sudden and fast.
Everytime I think about it, I know we wouldn't have last.
I lost bit hope in love elsewhere,
but now love has been able to reach my despair.
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Our story was beautiful... It was real..
It was a time of two souls to drown and feel..
feel alive and in love... You were my first.. My first to heal..
My first to give all my letters, songs and voice of reel...
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