Your Choice Poem by Niitu Reddy

“YOUR CHOICE”



The day I dreamt of career and viewing things with responsibility I never thought I have to leave home and stay away. Imagination, excitement, dreams were just playing before me, all the exams were done to fly and Pursue masters abroad. Shopping was fun, meeting friends gave lot of courage, sleepovers was just amazing platform to chitchat, gossiping etc.

Just from the saying INSPIRING INCIDENTS INSTILL CONFIDENCE everything changed in my life, inspired from parents how to value education, to reach goals, to dedicate values, ethics, morals, learned to sacrifice.
 
Finally the day has come I know what would be next, I know I have to be independent I have to sail through vicissitudes, that sailing path blows me into every part of experience to be faced. It's August 7th two more days to sail, my mother started telling how to live in a society where I have manage every breathe. The day when happy tears rolled out from my dads eyes and those worth words still wander positively through my mind. August 9th the day is right before to be lived I travelled all way to United States to Pursue masters in computer science. Did I ever think I could manage my life without my parents? Did I ever think I could manage house hold stuff to lead daily life? I thought everything I said, but No! it was tough to sail through those initial days of adjustments. Trust me friends more or less plays a major role at that period.


During those adjustment days tears would answer how much I missed my family, how much I missed my home food, moms talks, dad's presence, brothers love. I still don't feel I started to be independent nothing was in my mind, everything seemed puzzled, I couldn't conquer confidence that I chose this life for my better tomorrow. I always remember one word of my mothers statement “Your Choice', yes I keep reminding myself so that I keep up my promises, I am still not independent I have my financial accounts supported by dad, moral support and eternal strength supported by mom. Then later months pass by getting along with people, living among different people taught me how to live life, its not one particular person I got fascinated it is each one I learnt good and bad. Sometimes it is an acceptable fact that good company makes good things, honestly individuality plays a major role in every humans life.

After sailing through 8 months with an undirected mind now I at least have confidence that I can sail through this ocean of life with my own sailing stick, finally it's worth the experience to take choice in life and taking adverse steps with a directed mind would definitely lead to a successful life. Still corporate life is waiting to teach more.

Finally, only when we face we know, it is true that every word said or every thing experienced is magical in life,
we dream big to lay the path clear,
we struggle hard to move the fear.

one thing that comes to my mind when i say fear
It warns your heart
blows your head
makes you dream
shows you life.
Life starts to be taught and keeps teaching because it's life which is new everyday.