Your Life Mattered 10/4/08
I still needed you
I hate you was what I said
I hated the pain you caused
I love you
And I loved you then
My mother
You broke my heart
I wanted you to want me
To love and to cherish me
But cocaine and being Bi-polar
Were so much stronger than you
Your pain took over
Diabetes your way out
Never ending cycle of rage and loss of control
Ended in one day
You contemplated suicide I’m sure of it
I can’t stop contemplating
Will I ever find the end?
The never ending cycle
When does it end?
How does it end?
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