The runner who hides

Dear suicide,
Your on my mind Day or night
When life sucks
you could be by my side
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Happy Birthday 5-28-08
Dedicated to: My mom
A day to Celebrate
The day you came into this crazy and chaotic world
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Pain is love
Love is pain
Pain is the thought of you
The thought of you makes me wanna cry
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You’re my bestfriend, and I miss you
I never want to lose touch because you mean so much
I miss seeing your face, talking over the phone is just not the same
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Abuse 3-6-08
Abuse is all around me
Abuse is what I used to get
Abuse is when you used me
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She has brown hair with a little wave
She can always be found hanging with the boys
playing in the mud wearing her blue jeans
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2/4/08
I’m scared to love you
I’m scared you’ll leave
Every time I say those three words someone always leaves
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8-10-08
Just a peeping tom
I watch myself glide through life
with A broken heart and tears on a pillow
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Falling against my face
And brushing against my check
It's cold and wet
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Sit in the bathtub 7/5/08
watch the blood run down my leg
one more time
maybe it will take all the other pain away
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The foster kid tells herself things will get better but she hides her disappointment when things go wrong.

She tells herself blowing up is just an emotion
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Your Life Mattered 10/4/08
I still needed you
I hate you was what I said
I hated the pain you caused
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Music 9-7-08
Music is the back round noise in my life
Music’s in my soul
Lyrics memorized
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The crazy lady 6/08
See’s into your future
Her name sister sara
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A portal to an unknown world 8/08
My writing is my life
My pure joy
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My body pressed against yours
Wet kisses, dry kisses, long kisses, short kisses
I jump on you and wrap my arms around your neck and my legs around your waist
Another kiss on your neck
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I write because something are just better left unsaid 10/18/07
When things are to mean to say I write them down
Writing is my way to find out truth about what I do and why I do it
It is my therapy, my friend, It’s always there all I need is a pen and paper
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The crazy lady 6/08
See’s into your future
Her name sister sara
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I can’t help 5-20-07
I can’t help but fall
I fall faster than a basketball hitting the pavement
I don’t wanna fall for a guy who doesn’t care
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You didn't say you were proud of me very often 7/1/08
You could tell everyone else but couldn't tell me
people say how wonderful i am
but why can't you see that
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