We sit while children crawl about happy
Toys are scattered like leaves
Red and orange and brown from my old house at 407
I never saw so many leaves, or so many children
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I sat beneath this old professor once
who wore a horned skin and coal smudged suits
I sat with ease and dreamed his sunken eyes saw
and held more than the truths of mild daylight
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(For Mariano)
Lying on elbows in the tiring, sweet sun
warm by the Spanish mountains
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(For Toby and Colin)
Just north of the estuary of the Reora River
swirling below Hamond Falls by more than a mile
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I search for you everywhere
In small towns and markets
In old photos in the box near my bed
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The haunting weeds pursue;
the hollow corners moan;
the sad lady is well away.
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Do you understand why
The ancient people had so many gods
For air, water, love, warfare, fire, afterlife, storms
For home, hearth, travel, conception, weather
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I was frightened with every step the babies took
It wasn't right, it wasn't fair
It was my mother's old nightmare, not mine
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I am walking through a distant land
The drumbeats of a great fractioned crowd
The incorporation of time and scattered blood
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There was nobody like Gayle Sayers
Nobody who could cut a field like it was a piece of paper
There was nobody like Jim Thorpe who could run all day
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