reina Lorenzo

I can feel it, when you’re not with me
Sharing your smile without me
You used to be mine
But why do I feel like this?
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It’s simply pretty that I’m hurt
Ignoring the love I gave
You don’t appreciate anything I’ve shown
And yet you’re so far away.
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If i ask when you leave, don’t wonder why
And if I cry please don’t question me
I’m fine, (just broken)
Care me not, I’m just fine
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Little mind hangin’, thinking
Self pity, trying hard to be strong
Oh, there’s a wonderful place she have never seen,
Disneyland! !
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05/11/05 rum..

I am the center of the circle you built
And you are my every side
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10/19/98 rum…

You’re the weirdest teacher
I’ve ever have of all teachers I’ve ever met
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9/17/03…
I’ll give up everything, I’ll never mind how it
caused, just to see you Smile. I know, I’m gonna
miss you, I can feel it, but I know you’ll be happy
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07/05/05 rum..

I saw you
But you don’t know me
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Well I had no choice but to hand your gun
No right to complain if you hold my gum
I care you not if you push me down
Ignore whatever you do.
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Fat girl face the mirror
Sees her reflection, get in secured
Feel so small and no one to run
Oh stingy beautiful one (she said)
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4/20/03
Today I cry, I don’t care if it’s right or wrong, tonight
I die, but it won’t go long cuz, I’ll rescue me and
I’m not going down, and I won’t let you let me
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1/3/04

feels so sucked hearing those everyday words
so sucking irritated
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Go ahead, slam the door
Don’t face me anymore
I’ll be fine, I’ll be alright
Just squeezing myself too tight.
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Inside my mind, there’s empty
Longing and longing
It’s sucked, it screamed.
Inside my skin, there’s empty
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4/31/03

Where are we going?
To the yard full of freedom?
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She wanna have someone
She wanted to be love
So she dances around.
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041802 rum…
I think I already lost you
I think you’re already gone
Oh, I missed you so much but,
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9/30/03
Why it’s hard for you to see?
Why it’s hard for you to feel?
Why can’t I make all things the way it should be?
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/2004/

so tired of your mass medium style
with your selfish mathematics
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9/17/03

not easy to get stuck in here
when they just cursed us to death
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