To be alone is peace
a quiet that calms me
seeps into my heart
so i can be restful
...
i look in your eyes
and see your tears there
flowing freely in your grief
they sadden me no end
...
i tried to help
to take away your pain
but all you did
was take and take
...
a knife in your gut
a bullet in your head
an overdose of medicine
all are far better than
...
thrown blindly into the lion's den
no weapon to speak of
no hope yet no fear
what comes will come
...
day is night
night is day
time is blending together
seeming to go slower
...
I'll love you forever
I'll love you for eternity
it will not show
and i will leave
...
sit still for a moment
and listen well
love does not cure all
hard work and acceptance does
...
contemplating what might have been
what i wished had happened
but now its gone and done
and can't be changed
...
love i once had
for you my friend
but i can't put
my life on hold
...
watching you leave
is breaking my heart
but then again
my heart was already breaking
...
peace is just a war
within ones self
a lie we tell ourselves
in our sleep
...
Looking Back And Moving Forward
walking
ever walking
towards the end
looking back
longing for that one moment
wishing
it all would have
frozen
and stayed
in that one
moment
but it is
long gone
and now
you look
forward
and see
naught but
the end
looming
nearer
you look forward
to that end
for with it
is a new
begining