wrapped up warm and tight
darkness surrounds
waiting till the time is right
the silence is profound.
...
my eyes are stained glass windows that often betray me
showing my true colors to all who will see
so that no longer will a simple smile provide
a cozy little place for my true emotions to hide
...
years have passed so slow, so fast.
time drifts away but the memories...
they always stay.
Why cant they just let me go
...
I swear I feel like I never get caught up on anything. There's a dark cloud forming in the distance and it's moving forward towards me slowly...moving to sweep me up in it, lost and drifting.
So much left to do before it consumes my life and yet not enough time. Never enough time. I feel like I'm surrounded by thousands of clocks tick, tick, tick, tick till I just want to scream STOP! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
...
Confined: My soul.
Simply defined: My position in life means I must control.
I love him with half of my heart.
I give her the rest and that tears me apart.
...
Through the years
and all the tears
I find myself facing
my worst fears
...