I'm sat on the edge of my life
clinging onto the memorys that are full of happiness
the ones that could stop me from ending it..........
my family seem to confince me that I shouldnt do it
but the truth is
there driving me to it......
I feel as though I'm in a war
which I cannot resolve
she wants me to hate him
he wants me to hate her
they want me to pick a side
they dont even know that
what there doing is tearing me apart
I can't sleep cause I think of what they would do in my nightmares
i can't even be social cause I break down in tears
why do i have to be the sponge to mop up her tears
I don't want to be a rag doll being pulled side to side...
she want me to be this
he wants me to be that
what do I want? ?
what am I?
who have I become?
I don't want to hide my pain
from the people i love...
but i cant tell them for it will cause them worry
so i keep it bottled up which means
i have a break down making it worse.
i dont wanna cry any more..................