Scarlet ..... Poems

fading from your eyes
vanishing from your heart
your words turn cold
body stiffens
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all I can do now is laugh
I have no tears left
for last night
I decided it was time
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its hard to be happy
when you can not stop the tears pouring from you eyes
the worse part is you don’t even know why they are there
Its become so bad you can start crying without a reason
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how do you keep a soul pure
untainted
untouched
how do you keep ones innocence
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all my life I lived in grey and black, blue and red.
black was depression
gray was numbness
blue was sadness
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curiosity killed the cat
or so they say
but I am that cat
and I have been curious all my life
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I am through playing pretend
welcome to the real world
I will no longer be your toy
for I am a real person
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I’m in more pain than ever
I am more scared than ever
all I want to do is cry
I want someone to hold me
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blood rushing within
keeps my cold heart beating
keeps me living
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I hate this curse
called my life
its filled with pain
so much its never ending
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