W need the voices of others
We need them so much
Alone today in my own dreams
I felt lonely and abandoned
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All these poems about myself
As if I were the center of the world
As if I am so limited in mind and attention
That billions of other things
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I give too much time to grief
I know it's wrong
But I miss so many people
I have known
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Perhaps there is a hidden blessing
In never having really been known as a writer
No curses no hatred no envy
No distortion of views falsification of what one believes
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IF I CAN HAVE A POEM THIS MORNING
If I can have a poem this morning
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Walking was once such a pleasure
Now I walk with pain
I clench my teeth
And force myself forward
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I do not know why or how
But somehow now sometimes
In my old age
I feel a kind of freedom
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If my writing
Were to be recognized
After my death
Which I doubt
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I am tired more often now
I sleep more often
And wake many times in the night
I grow more lazy and indifferent
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Why write another poem
No one will read?
Why write another poem,
If you do not believe in yourself?
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