stp Pedersen Biography

I was the best student in my high school
I took extra classes and used all the extra tools
people envied me because of my knowledge and brain
if they just knew the work I put into it and all the pain
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She sits in her room and cry
pouring a shot of vodka
while slipping a knife through her thigh
a shot turns into 9 torturing her liver felling as it slowly dies
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I have fought and fought believe me I have but I am not a fighter i can't fight a fight that I have already lost
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her picture in my necklace I will forever hold tight
it has been 9 years and her death still doesn't sit right
a heart of gold and a soul so pure
but God still gave her a sickness with no cure
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they aren't the monster under your bed
they live inside your head
once people to believe and trust
now they only feel grieve and disgust
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