Skittles XOXO

Jesus he holds her, calms her fears,
Gently he wipes away her tears.

One by one the devil he sends,
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We start for the hospital, it’s very near,
My head it aches with so much fear.
Mother she’s driving, she looks my way,
God help me through this I pray.
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Sweet sensations ripple through me like a warm summer night,
soft lips touch my skin, like a bird i take flight.
Soaring among the stars with emotions so grand,
caressed by the moonlight he touches my hand.
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The mirror reflects so many years
My eyes show the scars of so many tears.

Longing to be the one to light up your face
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Darkness surrounds me,
ears deaf to my own plea
A glint of light way far off,
try to get close as the voices they scoff
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Your gone from me now, enjoying God's love,
I know that your somewhere way far above.
Your pictures they now fill my home,
For somehow this makes me feel less alone.
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Oh to have the life of a cat,
Where everyday is one big nap.

Shedding your hair all over the house,
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When I go to bed and turn out the light,
I pray you’ll visit my dream tonight.

Even if its just a short while,
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Not long after my mom passed away,
My youngest grandchild began to say.
Can we go visit grandma five?
(Even though her last name was really ***) .
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Im pouring his cereal in a bowl,
My grandson looks at me, and says it just so...
Grandma do you know what’s a serial killer?
I almost fell over, it took me off guard,
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Love is...
When on a day we may argue or fight,
and we kiss and make up before the end of the night.
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Walking the halls, each step feeling sicker,
Kids they point, laugh and snicker.
Trying to make it through her day,
At home is where she wished she could stay.
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On the wooden porch sets two rocking chairs,
Where now he sits alone and stares.

The women he loved is there no more,
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Sucking the life out of my soul,
my heart has become a dark empty hole.

Bitterness, anger has swallowed my joy,
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You made me what I am today,
feeling ugly and useless day after day.

A bitter person you helped me become,
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When does time stand still?
It's when the love you had turns out to be a lie.
A hurt so deep seeps into your soul, to make you feel numb and no longer whole.
But the tears dry up anger disappears. No more disappointments and no more fears.
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