This is the first poem i ever wrote and will always be important to me as it began my passion for writing and was about someone i will always love..... no matter how hard i try to forget.
No one knows what I want,
what I need,
Please leave me alone,
let me find my way on my own.
Don't guide me,
I don't need anyone to remind me,
This is somewhat about how I have this fear of falling asleep because of my constant nightmares. This is an odd way to compile transitions I know but it was the best way I could come up with, think of the periods as transitions from either the beginning being awake to sleep, the middle a dream to another dream, and the end waking up.
I'm sure you'll catch on once you read........
There's a man in my mind,
In this dream it all starts out in a large room. What's inside this room is a dome-shaped cage. It's odd how there is no source of light yet somehow I can still see. I am sitting in this chair in the dome; just a simple metallic armchair. It seems like an eternity that I sit there by myself reflecting on this eccentric event. Though as if she was there all along she steps out of the darkness and approaches me in all her beauty with a placid yet warmingly gentle smile on her face.
She stops in front of me, staring at me with those beautiful brown eyes of hers. She tells me how she has missed me, or at least I hear the words, though her lips never moved. She comes closer, leaning in to kiss me, oh how I've longed to taste those lips again. Our lips touch and she gives me a long loving kiss, but instead of removing her lips from mine when she finishes she smiles and closes her eyes. She silently mouths the words 'this, is my love for you' against my lips. Just then I feel the sharp pain of the blade pierce my side.
Locked inside this cage again.
Will I ever get out?
Is there anything I can reach for?
Any less I could doubt?