The squirrel came today
Separated from the mother
Half dead in the hands of the playing cats
...
Can you see Ma standing on the balcony?
I can see her standing on the balcony
Against the backdrop of the Warli landscape of the bedsheet
...
Words...
Just a few alphabets
The same old building blocks
Handful of raw materials
...
They were trying to define beauty
Truth, justice, strength
In all fairness and darkness
Let it be so
...
Nothing is there
Just nothingness
No matter what we do
We see the same old torn pieces of clothes
...
Rain-washed earth
Still smelling like death
The flesh of moving animals
Not moving anywhere
...
Deserts are rising
Dryness, nausea, fatigue
Here's where we dumped
Our words yesterday
...
What can I write from the mental hospital?
The pills swallowed three times a day?
Disciplinary orders made of boundaries and discretions?
The Ashoka tree still standing green in sight?
...
Masada mountain --
The miniature sculpture
I made of clay yesterday
Sits like an elephant this morning
...
The whirlwind that surrounded me
must've reached you
I feared
Unspeakable sorrow dawned on me
...
Sreekala Sivasankaran is a poet, author and translator from Kerala, India. She writes fiction, poetry and essays in Malayalam and English mainly and also in Hebrew and Hindi.)
The Messenger Squirrel
The squirrel came today
Separated from the mother
Half dead in the hands of the playing cats
Memory of loss is no more a story
Someone has done the duty
Someone else the counseling
The three lines of the creature
So perfectly drawn
The furry curvy tail
So picturesque
Even in death
So firmly falling
Oh Rama,
Come and take a final look
The creature you painted so kindly
Lying buried underneath
The blade of grass which saved Sita
The abandoned love.
(From the collection, 'Dream of the Butterflies ' by Sreekala Sivasankaran)