Where Do I begin on how I honestly feel? My heart
is in so much pain, you wouldn't believe it to be real.
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John Cena is here, but
if you truley love him, hold
him close and dear
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It started off just as a look, apparently
that's all it took, just to get hooked. You
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I set in my room and cry all alone,
the only thing's in my hands is a razor
blade and phone. I text all my Loved
ones goodbye, I just knew it was my
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A love like ours, is the best yet,
Your the first love that I've ever met,
We share a passion that no one can ever imagine,
Your eyes are as blue as mine, our love is so define that's,
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A Relationship that was nothing at first,
blossomed into somthing so much worse.
Head games is what you played, and of
coarse I was stupid and stayed.
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Why does God take those who don't deserve to die?
All we can think of it as being a lie. A world that
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I Love John Cena and if you want to know anything else you just ask me.)
Because Of You
Where Do I begin on how I honestly feel? My heart
is in so much pain, you wouldn't believe it to be real.
Anger, hate, jealousy, and Love all at one time, you
took advantage of my heart because you knew damn
well it was mine. My soul so dark, empty, and cold,
Inside, I didn't die very old. So Lonely, sad, and
depressed, what? , was I not good enough for you
like the rest? I told you I would not hurt you
because I'm one of the faithful few. They say God
never gives you more than you can take, there's
nothing left of my heart, you can break. No
longer is my heart whole, you shattered it, in
this dead soul. Pieces of my shattered heart,
are ripping me apart. It feels like glass, I beg
to God, Please let the pain pass. The pain is
so deep, it hurts so bad, to see the look on my
mother's face, is so sad. Now that the damage
has begun to take its toll, the blood drains out
of my soul. A razor blade setting in a puddle of
blood on the floor, the pain enduring slices on
my wrist, I beg for more. As the colour drains out
of my body, My brown hair now turns Gray, skin
turns pain white and cold, blue eyes turn black,
Since I made this decision, I can't go back. I
asked myself what did I do, what did I do? This
was all because of you. If I had the choice to
go back, I would say no because my life was
so out of whack. I don't regret the decision I
made, I regret that my family is the one who
paid. All this could have been prevented If
you had never lied, because of you, I took
my life in the blink of an eye. Wait, I can't
put all the blame on you, It was my fault too.
I was stupid enough to believe what you told
me, I didn't have to pay much of a fee, I Thank
you for setting me free