Because Of You Poem by Tabitha Cena

Where Do I begin on how I honestly feel? My heart

is in so much pain, you wouldn't believe it to be real.

Anger, hate, jealousy, and Love all at one time, you

took advantage of my heart because you knew damn

well it was mine. My soul so dark, empty, and cold,

Inside, I didn't die very old. So Lonely, sad, and

depressed, what? , was I not good enough for you

like the rest? I told you I would not hurt you

because I'm one of the faithful few. They say God

never gives you more than you can take, there's

nothing left of my heart, you can break. No

longer is my heart whole, you shattered it, in

this dead soul. Pieces of my shattered heart,

are ripping me apart. It feels like glass, I beg

to God, Please let the pain pass. The pain is

so deep, it hurts so bad, to see the look on my

mother's face, is so sad. Now that the damage

has begun to take its toll, the blood drains out

of my soul. A razor blade setting in a puddle of

blood on the floor, the pain enduring slices on

my wrist, I beg for more. As the colour drains out

of my body, My brown hair now turns Gray, skin

turns pain white and cold, blue eyes turn black,

Since I made this decision, I can't go back. I

asked myself what did I do, what did I do? This

was all because of you. If I had the choice to

go back, I would say no because my life was

so out of whack. I don't regret the decision I

made, I regret that my family is the one who

paid. All this could have been prevented If

you had never lied, because of you, I took

my life in the blink of an eye. Wait, I can't

put all the blame on you, It was my fault too.

I was stupid enough to believe what you told

me, I didn't have to pay much of a fee, I Thank

you for setting me free