Teasia Ruffin

Watch as the unbeating souls float across the eye sight
Shadows stick to the ceiling and look down upon you
The voices tell their stories and scream in agony
Fight the urge to cut the healing wounds open
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Betrayed by the one closest to the heart
Fall as the knife once again pierces the back
Bleeding internally struggling to get up and run away
Tears are fake as touches were forced
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Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
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This the worst feeling ever
Why do I feel this way and what triggered it
I almost died and I can't see why
It's been a long while since this has happened
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You mean so much to me
I will never break your heart like the others have
You deserve to be so happy
And with me I will make sure you are and always will be
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I really hope its revenge
I would die if it was how you felt
Revenge hurts like a bitch
I never thought I could hurt like this
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Life is moving very fast
Im not ready to face what the world has for me
I play around and dont take life serious
I may not graduate
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My selfesteem has decreased
My heart has boiled into an egg
Blood zigzag's across my arms
I watch as my already deep scars deepen more
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We both have thought about surrendering
Its not the answer
We've been hurting eachother a lot lately
I hate it with all my soul
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Sometimes I really have to stop and think
Sometimes I wonder why im not allowed
If you want to be my friend
Why are you doing this
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You are the hero in my life
You've saved me so many times
You are always there for me
My life is so different because of you
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Things sometime upset me, and you dont notice
I want nothing more than for you to be happy
I come for you, and then you black out
Im sorry I dont always notice the obvious
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Stay by my side forever and ever
You cant ever leave me, never
Remember that I will always be there
So sleep peacefully with nothing to fear
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I wanna be free
But my heart wont let me
It wants to continue beating
Even though its struggling to keep a steady beat
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This is a new feeling of sorrow
That I have never experienced before
It hurts but on the inside
It's like my insides are slowly dying painfully
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I dont even know how to feel right now
It feels like iv been kicked in the face
How could you?
I thought you meant it when you said you could never lie to me
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Why are you acting like you dont know you hurt me
Your making it even worse by lying even more
I wrote it down
I dont care if you changed your password or deleted things
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What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
When you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?
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When you kiss me it doesent feel the same
When you touch me it doesent feel the same
I think because inside im still heartbroken
How could you?
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Why did you do that
I literally died on the inside when I saw what you did
It was very stupid
Dont you ever do that again
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