Within the last few years something had gone, missing.
Now being reminded that they were lost makes me long for that time thrown away.
My dreams... Everthing that was me... Lost.
Dont get me wrong I'm still myself but on the inside somehting is missing.
...
It cant be...
With this distance between us two how is this real?
The restless nights seem kind of petty with the way I feel now.
Winds have changed direction and I feel its destination, but with all of my kindness I feel blue.
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Happiness! ? ! ?
I dont even know the word.
Everytime I get it I alway's seem to be pushed out of it's way.
So, it's not for me, I am not ment to be happy.
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I stand in front of an empty void.
Something had goinge missing along the way,
I could of turned back
but I wanted it that way.
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