Nothing Poem by Trenton Alex Campbell

Happiness! ? ! ?
I dont even know the word.
Everytime I get it I alway's seem to be pushed out of it's way.
So, it's not for me, I am not ment to be happy.
And you know what!
For some reason I accept that.
Be it that I must endure the sorrows of this life to make the world just a little but better I guess I dont want to be happy.
Even if people tell me I cannot fix everything, I sure as hell going to try.
So next time you see that cheesy grin on my face just remember it is just an act.
Because I am not ment to be happy.
But I will act happy just to hide the pain I am in...